Light and Dark, I see it now!

As a fledgling beginner Light worker, i must say this with all humility and sincerity, i have discovered even while i am primarily aligned to the Light, the Dark, my Dark has a place of its own and cannot be discounted or ignored or repressed. it is only by working on my own dark, can i find, discover, claim, and earn the Light and manifest to others by manifesting it in myself. Repression is a real peril to me and so it is for all of us! i had once thought very simplicity: Light equal Good, Dark equal bad. But this is a false distortion, because what i see as “bad”, as Dark being the “badness” , is really a mirror or mandala to myself, to my Light just as light is a mirror to Dark. Light is not sparkling or pretty, it is INSIGHT, it is KARMA!, It is RIGHT ACTION, It is BALANCE! what i think or perceive to be “bad” or “dark”, what i think or perceive as a matter of unclaimed “shame” and unnamed “psychic potential/spiritual evolution” is really just a mirror or shadow self or alter ego. I must be a wounded healer because i am wounded and i need to heal. Enough of false promises and false selves, enough of false masks and self-deceptions, enough of egoistic pride and vanity and greed, of all that separates me from myself, from others, from the world, from the astral plane, from other dimensions and other lifetimes, i must LET GO! ENDURE AND RENOUNCE! i cannot talk of things i do not really know or experience or perceive. i cannot be the LIE if i am to be in the truth…be tolerant towards others and strict with myself…being a hypocrite is the true badness, the true ultimate unclaimed shame, to be unable to face oneself with one’s own eyes in the mirror when the day is done and know you’ve been true to oneself?

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